another day, another dream flies away.
comes again another day
totally different, but who can say
that is wasn't born to be that way

so life spirals ever onward. got lucky, i guess. job landed in my lap. decent pay for a temp job, totally flexible hours and plentiful overtime, cool boss.
it just popped outta nowhere.
at the rate i get paid and the amount of overtime i can get, if i bust my ass i can make anywhere from 5 to 700 or so a week before taxes.not too terribly shabby. should be able to get back on my feet quick w/ that.
turned up what would have most probably been a much better job in florida, tho.
I think there are some things in syracuse i have to do first. Clear them, instead of running again.
That, and i don't want to leave friends behind.

So, quick poll of all 2(3?) of you who actually stop by this quiet, darkened corner of the web.

extremely cute co-worker. has me smitten, IQ dropping, near whiplash from staring (tho i try hard not to) very nice, friendly. similiar tastes, tho definately not the same. I run into my normal problem of the void in my life of day to day clutter and hobbies and human stuff that makes it difficult for me to communicate/socialize w/ others. but there is, of course, another problem

she's 18. i'm 27
baaaad juju. :P some friends say hey, it's legal. give it a shot.
also there's the fact that i never DID any of the stuff at that younger age that i should have, never lived....
and prolly am emotionally closer to that than to my real age. but it still looks bad. And i realllllly don't want to be a 'dirty old man' :P

votes, opinions, whatever. would be appreciated.
if worse comes to worse i'll smile and bear it, driving it all back untill the stoopid endorphine high or whatever it is that occurs about half way thru the day when she arrives dies down. Makes it damn hard to work, my productivity goes straight to hell the second she arrives. ;P I end up w/ half a doofy grin on face that i have to fight down and blanking out repeatedly int.... *sigh* isn't she so cute? and has such a beautiful soft voice, with that undefinable accent....
kinda place. :P Away from the souce, i can do much better. I get near her and totally blank out. I'm surprised i haven't run into anything while rubbernecking yet, like some doof on a movie. :P
and she's 18? did i mention that? 8 fuckin teen. how did i get so old, and why did i never meet ppl like this when i was that age? damnit...